undreamable love

Holding your hand and kissing you

Feeling your sweet and soft lips

cuddling, keeping eachother warm

You keeping me safe from all harm

Under the stars tonight

Along with the moonlight

Realizing this is reality

Because with you dreams can never compare

To all the things we have shared

Because our love is undreamable.

|oST

As I wonder out in the great beyond I feel alone.

I see no one else who feels the way I do.

I see no one who understands me.

I look over the vastness I call a life,

I wait for someone to call my name in search of me,

But no voices can be heard.

No one I once though to care can be found.

I am out and about just hoping to be rescued.

I search for a familiar face.

I want someone to come take me home.

I don't want to feel this way anymore...

I am so lost.

|mpossible~~~

I carved a star

into my skin
to get the pain out

that was deep within.
I want to slice a strip

into the sky

crawl right in

curl up and die.

I want to descend

into the ground

dig a hole

were i cant be found.
I want to vanish

into thin air

never seen again

gone without a care.

I want to fly

far away

into a different world

into a new day.

But no matter how hard I try

its impossible because you see

no matter what i want

I'm stuck here being "me."

hurts....

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you

hurts me even more :(