wHEn @ G|rL |S.....

tasting the raindrops

Looking in ur eyes

I feel myself falling in love with u

u said I love u

And I said it too

We went to our very own special spot

For no real reason at all

We sat and talked and looked at one another

And then the rain began to fall
We could have left just as quick as we came

But no, u wanted to stay in the rain

u asked me a question I'll never forget

Have u ever tasted the raindrops?
I looked at u funny and u gave me a sigh

The cutest look, as I wondered, why?

Why, did u ask me to taste the rain?

Well, what did I have to loose or gain?
I watched u with a careful eye

And did the same as u

u were looking up at the cloudy sky

But my eyes were stuck on u like glue

I lifted my head to look at the sky

And closed my eyes really tight

Just as I thought

I'd caught a raindrop

u suddenly held me tight
I opened my eyes with slight alarm

As u kissed me soft and sweet

I remember that kiss like it was yesterday

I still feel those raindrops on my cheek
I tasted the raindrops like I never had before

It was worth every second of bliss

Every time I think of that moment

I think of my raindrop kiss

We sat close together on that one special rock

And we held each other tight

Then almost as suddenly as it came

The sun came out from beneath the rain
The most beautiful colors

I've ever seen

Came out

The sun was setting and the moment was perfect

More than any money could buy
As the sun slowly set and the sky lit up

u began carving our names in our special rock

I told u I would never forget this moment

In my heart this memory is locked
As our names were finished and permanently engraved

We watched the sun finish its day

We slowly got up to leave this place

Which was three years ago

I haven't been to that spot three years

Where did all the time go?

I will visit this place alone this time

And I will finally have to let go
This memory will be in my heart forever

But u will not remain in my mind

I don't know if that love, will be seen again

For that love I cannot find
I will go to this spot as we promised we would

But u will not be there this time

Why is it that u can't keep ur promise?

I know that I'm keeping mine

Never again will I taste the raindrops

The way I did with u

And when I go to this spot again

I will say goodbye to u.

go!!!!

I'm drowning

drowning by thoughts of you

Don't wanna think of you anymore

but I can't

Pictures of you before my eyes

Don't wanna see you anymore

but I can't

Why can't I think of something else?

Why am I tormented by your memories?

Just go away

Leave me behind.....

undreamable love

Holding your hand and kissing you

Feeling your sweet and soft lips

cuddling, keeping eachother warm

You keeping me safe from all harm

Under the stars tonight

Along with the moonlight

Realizing this is reality

Because with you dreams can never compare

To all the things we have shared

Because our love is undreamable.

|oST

As I wonder out in the great beyond I feel alone.

I see no one else who feels the way I do.

I see no one who understands me.

I look over the vastness I call a life,

I wait for someone to call my name in search of me,

But no voices can be heard.

No one I once though to care can be found.

I am out and about just hoping to be rescued.

I search for a familiar face.

I want someone to come take me home.

I don't want to feel this way anymore...

I am so lost.

|mpossible~~~

I carved a star

into my skin
to get the pain out

that was deep within.
I want to slice a strip

into the sky

crawl right in

curl up and die.

I want to descend

into the ground

dig a hole

were i cant be found.
I want to vanish

into thin air

never seen again

gone without a care.

I want to fly

far away

into a different world

into a new day.

But no matter how hard I try

its impossible because you see

no matter what i want

I'm stuck here being "me."

hurts....

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you

hurts me even more :(

Dil Ka Rishta

dil ka rishta bada hi pyaara hai
the bond of the heart is so very precious

kitna paagal ye dil hamaara hain
how crazy are these hearts of ours

ham to ek duusre pe marte hain
we're utterly devoted to each another

jaanta hai yeh jahaan saara hai
this whole world knows it

dil ka rishta bada hi pyaara hai
the bond of the heart is so very precious

hoke tum se judaa mere dilbar
having separated from you, my darling

main ne ro roke pal guzaara hai
I spent each and every moment weeping

kitna paagal ye dil hamaara hain
how crazy are these hearts of ours!

dil ka rishta bada hi pyaara hai
the bond of the heart is so very precious

tum na aaye ho tum na aayenge
you haven't come yet, nor will you

ab to yaadon ka yeh sahaara hai
now i can only rely on memories

kitna paagal ye dil hamaara hain
how crazy are these hearts of ours!

dil ka rishta bada hi pyaara hai
the bond of the heart is so very precious

kaun chaahega ab mere dil ko
who will want my heart now?

yeh to tuutaa huaa sitaar hai
it's a shooting star that has plummeted to earth

kitna paagal ye dil hamaara hain
how crazy are these hearts of ours!

dil ka rishta bada hi pyaara hai
the bond of the heart is so very precious

(dedicated for himself)

Meri yaadon mein mere khaabon mein roze aate ho tum
Is tarah bhala meri jaan mujhe kyun sataate ho tum

~???!!!!!~~~~

the world is still

as i stand here all alone

time pass by.....

days begins & ends.~~~

but all i wonder is

why?????????

i cant be with u

why??????????

i cant hve ure luv

world can be mean & cruel

to anyone....

but, why does it always hve to be me??????

from all the rest!!!!!!!

why do i hve to fail every time???

happiness........hopes.......fairytales

was it ever written in my fortune???

destiny unknwn!!!!

tears sooo bitter~~~~

lips sooo dry!!!!

body in agony

& all i cud say was wat can go wrong more than anything

but................

INSANITY

last ngt,i drew a heart & tried to write, as much as I cud....

i tried to write some nice words about u.

But my pen froze~~~as soon as I wrote,"I love you".

when I asked for the reason, the pen said,"he doesn't deserve ur love, Like the colors of the leaves.... he changes every season".

Magic; month of June.....

Magic; in the month of JUNE

There's magic when we hold hands

When you slip your fingers into mine

The memory always lingers

Magic always does happen

Within the feel of your palm

There's magic when we stare at each other

With no words spoken at all

The fire always burns

Magic always does happen

When I'm lost, staring at you

There's magic whenever we kiss

When your lips feather mine

I thirst for more of you

Magic always does happen

As my throat tightens.

There's magic when we make love

I yearn for more of you

Magic always does happen

When you send shivers through me

I'm your tricky wand

And you're my magician

Please wield magic with me always

"I have painted a million of kisses for you.

I have filled an ocean of tears for you.

I have walked a thousand miles for you.

I have counted the stars for you.

I did that,

all because I love you"

just a thought....

i cant wait to be with u again
u dont knw how much i miss u
i live each day as it comes
functioning in all my tasks
smiling when needed
even laughing at times
but inside i am so alone
each minute seems like an hour
each hour seems like a day
what makes this time bearable
are my thoughts of u and
knowing that i will be with u soon
i miss u sooo badly..........

when u left me.....

My life was an ecstasy when I met you

Until the day you tore my heart into two

There are times in my life when I miss you lots

You told me special things from the start

You promised to never break my heart

Oh how I believed you

But within seconds, all were shattered

And now even though I am hurting deep inside

Day and night I am thinking of you

Thinking of your smile

Your laughter,

your eyes

Your love, so true

I used to go where we used to meet

I hear your voice

As I walked by

But I dared not to look back

But it fasten the heartbeat

And I can’t control myself and I look back

But you won’t be there

I just wished.....

For a glance of you

To see that love....

In your eyes again

For you to take

Away my loneliness

And today when I am standing at this place

Like a shooting star I caught a glimpse of you

Nothing else I could see

But, you turned your back

And I logged for you to return

To see me standing there

Yet, you kept going

Leaving me in sorrow

I felt like crying

But there was nothing I could do

You left me for nothing

With a silent tear

All I could say was

Sorry I loved you…

someone special

Staring out the ocean

Thinking of you sweetly

As tears roll down my cheeks

I remember that in the still of the night

We kissed for the very first time

The beginning of our love bloomed

And the taste of love painted across my lips

I was dissolved into the fragrant breath of yours

Our passion was lost in the moonlight

Then you held me tight and .....

We walked silently through the night

Wrapped in each other we were

You were like a drug

I had to take to keep me alive

Bcause I was drunk, yearning for you

You are that someone special

Who has stolen away my heart and soul.....

There is this man who comes to me in my dreams

So wonderful, so loving and so perfect

I close my eyes and feel him so near me

I see him standing beside me

A smile tucked at the corner of his lips

Spreading wide his arms for me

Telling to be in there forever

He took my hand and kissed

A shiver sent to my whole body

Suddenly I woke up

And looked around to the empty room

But I could not find anyone and tears came

However I felt him very close to me

But with tears in my eyes

And my heart in pain

I pine for him

Even though I don’t know if he exist

Sadness surrounds me

Emptiness in me

Wounds without cure

It will never be the same unless he’s real

And be in my life because my love for him is so pure

I’ll wait for him

I count the long lonely days and nights

I know someday I will meet him

And that’s what my heart says

And I am sure it can’t be wrong

And I know that with him I belong

love is the reason

Love is a person,
Love is a heart.
Love is the reason,
That we are apart.
A love I thought was strong,
Became to be weak.
I felt it all along,
But he didn’t feel it for me.
A dream I thought would last ended today.
A love that once came to me,
Has now turned away.

untitiled

Wrap your arms around ME

Hold me Ooohh so tight

Please, say that You will Stay with Me

All throughout the Night

Let me Feel Your Tender Kiss

Your Warm Lips upon Mine

Feeling Your Heartbeat with Mine

When You Draw Me Near

Now just keep Holding Me Close

Please, Don't Let Go

Because Darling, With You I have NO FEAR

I spend my days Thinking of YOU

And my nights

Wanting to be Held by YOU too

There is something

You should know

and that isDarling,

I MISS YOU SO

i misssss u..........

I miss your smile...

I miss your laugh...

I miss everything about you...

I don't see you anymore...

When i really want to talk to you...

i care so much for you...

I don't understand- what did i do?

I thought something was going to happen between us...

You were sweet and charming with the words you said...

But something happened,

i don't know... what went wrong?

I cried so much just laying on my bed...

I say i'm over you...

but i really know...

I can't forget you and i never will...

I want you to be here...

And you don't even know...

I reach for u

Baby love

Sometimes it's hard for me to tell you what I'm thinking of

So I try to find a way that I can show you love

What you mean to me

It's not enough to give you everything that you were ever dreaming of

I could never find a way that I could pay you love

For all the things you do'

Cause when my life gets crazy

The only one who comforts me is you

[Chorus:]

When I'm feeling all alone

When I'm searching for someone

I can run toI reach for you

When I need a hand to hold

Or a place where I can feel what love can do

I reach for you

Needing youIs something that I've really gotten used to

I can't imagine being here with no one else

No one but you

What I foundIs it dosen't get much better than when you're around

Having you is all I really need when I get down

You pull me through'

Cause when my life

Gets crazy

The only one who comforts me is you

[Repeat Chorus]

(this song is for him with all my luv) :)

if i said.....

If I said "I Love You" A million times

Sang it in song

Or Wrote it in rhyme

If I spelled it in smoke

Way up high in the sky

Or whispered it to you

In a soft breeze that floats by

If I shouted it from

The middle of the street

If I told every person

That I happen to meet

If I went to the beach

And carved it in sand

If I so loveingly told you

By the gentle touch of my hand

And if I told you

Without saying a word

In such a way that

Only your heart heard

If I said "I love you"

A million times

Would you feel it

In the lonely tears I Cry ....

Alone

Purity once had a name,

And beauty once had a face.

Life once had a meaning,

And once I was safe.

Once there was freedom,

And once I could laugh.

Happiness once was alive,

And once I had another half.

Once I shared his love,

Once I was by his side,

Once I felt I fitted,

So quickly that died.

his grace so great,

his beauty so vast,

All I ever wanted,

Was for it to last.

Fate maybe had another plan,

Or maybe he had another love,

But it all fell apart,

Now it's all died away,

Happiness, joy, love; all memories.

Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,

With no light to guide my way.

gone

Since the event of that tearful day

There’s not a whole lot of me that’s left

No one can understand the love I had for you

This is why I will never get over your loss

I know all life has to come to an end

But somehow it doesn’t seems fair

Having to accept that you are no longer here

Is more than pain that I can begin to accept?

You came to my life quietly, simple and the world stood still

I could not say a word or even simple gesture showed

so I loved you in silence

cherished you in a distance

Dream of you from far

the feeling was kept

I wanted to say I love you

I wanted to show you how much I cared

but ………

But in silence

I fulfilled my unspoken love

And today

Without you,

things will never be the same

As bitterness replaces what was once sweet

I never knew just how close I were until now

Without you here, my life is incomplete

It was difficult for me to merely watch

As you slowly took your last breath

While it is said that time heals the wounds

But it will never help me get over your death…..

(dedicated to a special person in my life)

unknown

our eyes hve not met

yet i knw ure eyes

shine like stars in the sky

ure image resonates in my mind

and i search & search to find

a passageway into reality

to share our lve endlessly

so near, yet oceans apart

so far, yet always in my heart

with words merely typed

u ease my fears & puts them aside

& as ure lve surrounds me

i see my fear fly apart

& dissolves into the faraway sea

my suitcase of hurt & pain

has taken the last train on earth

as time passes

until the day we meet

just like from the very start

u'll always be engraved in my heart

to u....

Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.

Your words draw me across 2000 miles.
I don't know you at all, and yet I know
You better than my friends of many years.
The days I spent with you are like a tape
I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.
Whenever I remember something new,
I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.
I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,
Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.
Although I look for you in every doorway,
I find only the darkness in my heart.

just missing u...

Even if a day should go by without saying that i miss u, may there never be a moment gone by without u knowing that i do

i miss u in every beat of my heart, in every blink of my eyes, in every seconds of time & every moments of the day. Your absence in my life has caused me so much pain & i keep on bearing it until i got to knw that the only way i can enjoy ure love is by appreciation ure loneliness

"I MISS YOU"

wanna laugh 4 sumtime

thinking of u.....

thinking of u set my eyes free

as i am a dolphin swimming in the open sea- everytime i read ure words

i suddenly hear a thousand singing birds



i dream of the day when we will finally meet

i picture us horseback riding on the beach

when the breeze rushes through our hair

is when we realize that we make a terrific pair



walking in hand, barefeet on the sand

we hear the loud, love tunes of a near by band

is meant for us to be together, forever



as our eternal love blooms like a flower in spring

our love and happiness with each other we will be promising



as i learn about u, and as u learn about me

as we discover we were meant to be



we'll sit beneath the stars and share the love

and know that for each other we will always care

I still miss u

This yearning in my heart

This confusion in my mind

The words left unspoken

Haunts me all the time
Everyday I watch time pass by

With an emptiness in my life

And a hole in my heart

Where only you belong
There are nights I wake up crying

And wishing you were here

To hold me in your arms

And kiss away my tears
There is something that keeps me holding on -

What I'll never know

But one day things will go my way

And I'll have you in my arms

FAMILY.... very true!!!

touching mail i wanna share with u......

I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes." By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall. I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. "Are these the flowers you picked for me?" He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue ." I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway." I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

FAMILY Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?

So what is behind the story? Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY =

( F )ATHER

( A )ND

( M )OTHER

( I )

( L )OVE

( Y )OU

A Beautiful Hadith

>>>>>>Assalamualaikum,>>>>>>
Rasulullah (Sallallaho alaihe wasallam) said:>>>>>>When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there >>>stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body >>>is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of >>>the deceased. When after the burial, the people return home, 2 >>>angels, Munkar and Nakeer (names of two special Angels), me in >>>the grave and try to separate this handsome man so that they may >>>be able to interrogate the dead man in privacy about his faith. >>>But the handsome man says, "He is my companion, he is my friend. I >>>will not leave him alone in any case. If you are appointed for >>>interrogation, do your job. I cannot leave him until I get him >>>admitted into Paradise". Thereafter he turns to his dead companion >>>and says, "I am the Qura'an,>>>which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes >>>in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar >>>and Naker, you will have no grief. When the interrogation is over, >>>the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the >>>angels in Heaven) a silk bedding filled with musk.

Song of sorrow

Thunder rumbles through the night

Like a love song in the wind

A faraway cry fills the air

From a heart that cannot mend.
It sings a song of sorrow

As it rumbles through the midnight sky

It will haunt you forever

Of a love that just won't die.
The rain is pouring down to earth

Each drop a rain filled tear

It's a tragic haunting love song

It's all that I can hear.

A song that floats there on high

Like a love song in the wind

Floating through the midnight sky

From a heart that just won't mend.
I have loved you for so long

Now it's time for us to part

But you will always be

The shadow of my haunted heart.

sitting in here

thinking of u

thoughts in my life

life cant be true

i could have lost u

in so little time

with so little thought

with such innocent

i knw it hurt us

both u and me

but trust me, i love u,

i'll promise u

i 'll never hurt

our hearts again

now please forgive me

thats all i ask

all i want ....

is to make us last..

never say i love u
if it isn't really there
never talk abt feelings
if u really dont care
never hold my hand
if ure gonna break my heart
never say ure gonna
if u dont plan to start
never look into my eyes
and all u do is lie
never say hello
if u really mean goodbye

if u really mean forever, then please say you'll try..
never say forever...because forever makes me cry
(Frank Waldron)