Until There Was You

Until there was you I walked the earth alone

No hand to hold in mine
My heart was all my own
Until there was you
True love was just a dream
Dreams of wonder and tears
Dreams of hope and fears
Until there was you
My life had no direction
A road of uncertainty
But now we have a journey
Together you and me
So I thank my lucky stars
And God from the heavens above
For my heart and soul could never
Feel the impact of true love
Until there was you . . .

If !!!!!!!

If I don't smile and I start to cry,

you can bet that there's a reason why.

If I look to the stars above, I'm searching for an ounce of love.

If I close my eyes and start to smile, you can bet, I'm thinking how you're worthwhile.

If I stop breathing, and close my eyes, then I see your reflection in the sky.

If I pray everyday and every night, it's about you soon being in my sight.

If I lick my lips and my eyes grow soft, thoughts of you are not far off.

If I lay down my head and fall asleep, dreams of you flow very deep.

If I'm very sad and extremely blue, I smile and think of how I love you.

Why?????

Why was it you that I wanted?
Why was it you that I cared for?
Why was it you that I would bare my pain and watch my tears greatly fall like the rain?
Just to know how a little love would fell like coming from you
I wanted to feel how your hand felt in mine
What it would feel like to be in your presence all the time
I would’ve gone through all sorts of torture if I known your love was in stored in my future
The endurance of it all would not make me fall
Just to know if I did that would be the end of it
I couldn’t live w/the thought of not being yours or you being mine
Having rain instead of the sunshine
I rather not have myself cry to sleep every night
But to have my love in my clear eye sight
Even if it has to be someone else’s side you stand
No longer mine but now theirs
Will there come a time you’ll see what always caused my tears?
The fear of moving on w/life Not being the one you’d make your wife
But the one you consider a sister or a friend
The one that hurts now and again
When will you realize being yours is what I’ve always fantasized
So if you love me not let me know
So that I can try easily to let you go
No more will my heart cry for you- stranger
For love’s danger has caused a great deal of pain on me
And now I shall set you but also me free
Of love’s chains of insanity

Sad And Quiet Night

It was a sad and quiet night,
with words as my shade,I
wrote this poem to you,
Hoping that the pain would fade,
the pain I feel in me,as each day passes by,
the time might set me free.
It was a sad and quiet night,
when I faced the hardest part,
cause I was all by myself,
with a broken heart.
It was a sad and quiet night,
with my head in hand,
when I learned to accept,
and how to understand.
Now I do understand,
that reality is pain,
which brought me tears,
and left me in the rain.
It was a sad and quiet night,
as my dreams went through,
I realize my mistake,
it was wrong to love you.

Silent Tears

Last night before i went to bed
Thoughts of you filled my head
I have not cried this way in many of years
Onto my pillow fell six silent tears

The first was for your smile that I miss
And your tender lips I long to kiss
The second was for your gentle face
And thoughts of your loving embrace

The third came as no suprise
As I thought of your beautiful eyes
The fourth came rolling down my face
Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place.

The fifth came for one reason alone
I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown
I really love and miss you my dear
And there just fell...the sixth silent tear